An Apology, Most Sincere

  I fear my lips have missed
                  thy cheek
  in the emotion of the moment
  I quite forgot the proper way...
    Yet I could not resist the burning...
  flame that flared when you
   embraced me...
    ...and tenderly returned my kiss.

               Maiden

 She glistened with a dewy radiance
 of the moon's soft beams;
 her golden hair
    a weave of warm
 sunlight and stars
 Gray clouds,
   Green emeralds,
    and spring blue skies
 swirl together,
   forming doe-like eyes,
 windows to her soul.
 Porcelain skin,
   thin and clear,
 kissed with roseglow blossoms
 upon her petal soft cheeks
 Her slight figure,
    fragile as glass
    and her strength
 like a midnight sky
   reflected by clouds
    of Wisdom
 and the bell-like laughter
   of the ancient gods,
    smiling.
 Feminine grace
   and fairy-like form
    fly to meet the stars.

        Reflection

 The light poured down upon the stone
 shedding a golden glow upon the garden path
 The flecks of mica glistened
 radiantly. As she kneeled down to ponder
 the hazy vision that encircled her mind
 warmth touched the blood red lips
 that parted slightly at the thought  sensuously
 She moistened the lips of wine
 ripe and delicious
   Were the kisses of rose petal lips
 delicate and fragile as her porcelain skin
 china blue eyes filled with
 crystalline tears clear and pure
 They fell gracefully down satin cheeks
 as emotion flooded her soul.
     broken  by   shattered   dreams
      believed  only  by  children
        lost    in    the    oceans
             of  the  world.

Silence

The silence is deafening...
The screams of the quiet observer lingering in the minds of the dreary.
Pushing, scraping against the windowpane
Pressure. holding me inside
   the oppression
Pleading with me to release the soul
begging for freedom
       flying into the midnight sky
unaware of the pain
 Closing my eyes to the storm.
Numbness invades the emotion
    releasing the energy into the wind.

 Burning

The flames illuminated
the dying girl
    broken bloody
and full of pain
  fear in her tear filled eyes
were engulfed by orange tongues
  of consuming hatred.
They didn't understand
       they never could
Outsiders can't see into
the world of our blood
I am leaving this world now
 the world full of hate
of fear    of pain
the world i loved
  The child in me will never live
to see this world
 consumed by flame,
        drenched in blood

Falling

To fly upon a broomstick,
beyond the miles of pain
would be the finest dream
a girl could choose to claim.

The glint of silver stars
perched up in the cobalt sky
make my stomach turn
just thinking i may die

We all are here forever
this twisting time called life,
but why must we split apart
 and cause our children strife?

Yes, this twisted bluish orb,
floating in the black
makes my stomach turn
 and pray i don't come back.

 

The Curtain

So this is what it feels like
outside looking in the clear
shiny glass that separates my
two worlds.
Now I am to be shut inside
another transparent room,
inside looking out to the
world i have lost; have known
pain, pride, and gloom.
 Never Glory, never joy
the applause was not mine.
It couldn't belong to me, but
the dream never belonged to them.

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Away from the water
the blue green mist
brushing my lips with silky breezes
 of long autumn nights that October--
so long ago
I felt thouse fireflys glowing inside,
bringing passion and warmth
to my thawing heart
Yet butterflys have com
and gone
and now I am alone
Alone,
                                          unshielded from the chill
ice emotions the fire within seems
                 Empty,
    &